Ugly

by Sanguisorba

supported by
ialdagorth
ialdagorth thumbnail
ialdagorth A brutally sincere self-loathing anthem.
charlie_kilo
charlie_kilo thumbnail
car 7
car 7 thumbnail
/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      €1 EUR  or more

     

lyrics

It’s getting too hard to relate,
You never wanted
To see the real me
Well, close your eyes, dear.

Tell me why are you still here,
You’re messing with me
Like I am someone
I can’t be.

Now the day is fading,
Another wrong day,
Another wrong time,
Wrong words, wrong place.

My heart will have no say
You’ve left me all alone
In my disgrace.

I'm tired of your ignorance
I'm tired of your ignorance
I'm tired of your ignorance
I'm tired of your ignorance

Can't you see it, can't you see it
Can't you see, can't you see?

I'm feeling only hatred and pain day after day
Feeling only hatred and pain.

How can't you see
Things won't go
The proper way
With me.

You
Should admit
You don't like
The way I perceive.

Feeling only hatred and pain day after day
Feeling only hatred and pain.

Feeling only hatred and pain day after day
Feeling only hatred and pain.

I know you fear me, tell me you hate me
I know you fear me, tell me you hate me
Because I'm ugly.

Memories are killing me,
My memories are killing me.

Tell me that you hate me,
Fucking tell me that you hate me,
Fucking tell me you despise me
I’m tired of lies.

Tell me that you hate me
Throw my face into the corner
I’m obnoxious and unwanted,
I just want you to be honest!

Go ahead
Kill my hopes
Pointless and uneased.

I am waste
I am trash
I’m a piece of shit
You have to deal with it.

credits

released May 16, 2023
Music, lyrics & art: Varvara Rudenko
Mixing & mastering: Ivan Shishkin (Semitonic Production)
Artwork design: Nikita Gavrilenko

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Sanguisorba image

Sanguisorba Berlin, Germany

Heavy heavy low heart

contact / help

Contact Sanguisorba

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Sanguisorba, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Seafood Sam joins the show to discuss his newest album, " Standing On Giant Shoulders".
listen now