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lyrics
It’s getting too hard to relate,
You never wanted
To see the real me
Well, close your eyes, dear.
Tell me why are you still here,
You’re messing with me
Like I am someone
I can’t be.
Now the day is fading,
Another wrong day,
Another wrong time,
Wrong words, wrong place.
My heart will have no say
You’ve left me all alone
In my disgrace.
I'm tired of your ignorance
I'm tired of your ignorance
I'm tired of your ignorance
I'm tired of your ignorance
Can't you see it, can't you see it
Can't you see, can't you see?
I'm feeling only hatred and pain day after day
Feeling only hatred and pain.
How can't you see
Things won't go
The proper way
With me.
You
Should admit
You don't like
The way I perceive.
Feeling only hatred and pain day after day
Feeling only hatred and pain.
Feeling only hatred and pain day after day
Feeling only hatred and pain.
I know you fear me, tell me you hate me
I know you fear me, tell me you hate me
Because I'm ugly.
Memories are killing me,
My memories are killing me.
Tell me that you hate me,
Fucking tell me that you hate me,
Fucking tell me you despise me
I’m tired of lies.
Tell me that you hate me
Throw my face into the corner
I’m obnoxious and unwanted,
I just want you to be honest!
Go ahead
Kill my hopes
Pointless and uneased.
I am waste
I am trash
I’m a piece of shit
You have to deal with it.
credits
released May 16, 2023
Music, lyrics & art: Varvara Rudenko
Mixing & mastering: Ivan Shishkin (Semitonic Production)
Artwork design: Nikita Gavrilenko
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